when it comes to the important things in life, maybe i'll juz always be alone to deal with it.

maybe at the end of the day, there really is no one i can count on.

and maybe there really is nobody that will ever understand me and stand by me unconditionally.

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"You win some.. and you lose some."

i think the person couldnt have said it better.

Perhaps thats the way balance is achieved in our lives. its something which God puts in place in order to remind us at all times that we are falliable and only human. and that no matter how well we are doing, at some point in our lives, we need divine intervention, we need Him cos no one else can fill up that void and that emptiness. And no one has the power and the ability to right a wrong or to turn the tide the way He can.

n thats exactly how i m feeling now.

being deserted by the whole world, and perhaps, i m really left out all alone to deal with things cos no one cares enuf to listen or to bother themselves with me. maybe i m juz a pathetic somebody grousing now so pple can leave lame messages on my tag board telling me how much i mean to them, and how much they still care for me.

but deep inside, i really feel an emptiness which is so heart wrenching.

i wish darry was here. then again... oh well.